A former goalkeeper for Hibernian has quit the game at the age of just 25, influenced by what she believes is a lack of action following the death of a close friend and former team-mate. 

Nina Wilson, who spent the 2023/24 campaign with Hibs Women, has worked tirelessly in memory of Maddy Cusack, who took her own life in September 2023 as a result of alleged bullying at Sheffield United, where she both played and worked. 

The Blades were cleared of any wrongdoing by an independent inquiry but Cusack’s parents Deborah and David have maintained a fight for justice for their daughter. An FA investigation was opened in January this year, and an inquest into her death has been scheduled for next year. 

Wilson, who played alongside Cusack for Sheffield United and also had spells with Wolves, London City Lionesses, Watford, Lewis, and Brighton, came to the SWPL seeking a fresh start but a little over 12 months later, having left Hibs in the summer, remains without a team through choice.

She hasn’t sought a new club, partly because she says her ‘love for football won’t return until there is justice for Maddy’. Wilson now spends her time putting on mental health workshops for various clubs throughout the UK, coaching younger players, and serving on the committee of the MC8 Foundation, set up to continue Cusack’s legacy by making a difference in women’s football.

  • Find out more about the work of the MC8 Foundation here.

Speaking to The Athletic, Wilson said: "The game, as a whole, seems reluctant to change or accept criticism. But if a player’s death is not a wake-up call for the entire game, I don’t know what is.

"It is difficult to feel like anything is changing or that football wants to make things better. Maddy would still be here if it wasn’t for football and the lack of support systems and, unless these issues are addressed properly, this will happen again.”

Wilson is urging women’s football chiefs to ensure the game is better, and safer, for players. 

“The demands continue to increase, and so do the pressures, but the wages don’t, the provisions don’t and the player care doesn’t," she added.

“We are the ones taking the hit for how much the game is growing. You’re earning the bare minimum in some cases but you’re made to feel you should be grateful for whatever you can get. It’s very easy to end up in a dark place and think, ‘What’s the point? Why have I given up everything for this?’

“[Maddy] should have been the main story of women’s football for months - not just in the week after she died. We need to look at how we are failing players. It’s about the pressures that are put on players, the lack of support, the lack of available whistleblowing.

"I know I’m taking a risk. But I couldn’t live with myself if I didn’t do what I thought was right. I can’t play football unless I love it. And my love for football won’t return until something changes and there is justice for Maddy.”

To contact Samaritans Scotland, go to samaritans.org or call 116 123 in the UK. You can also visit Scottish Action for Mental Health (SAMH) or breathingspace.scot